In my fight with internal demons, I have decided to pull the plug on one of them. Radical acceptance being implemented, I no longer suffer from depression, anxiety, cerebral palsy and OCD. They suffer from me, which is something that I am fine with. I may be a pain in the ass to deal with as a peer, my sense of humor may not match norms because it is morbid, but I am done trying to put a false mask on to please the masses. I have high hopes and an American dream just as much as any other person, I plan on pursuing that dream, it may be a little cocky or narcissistic but I am perfect. I don’t need to morph into happy Tommi, I don’t have to morph into what society thinks is a healthy Tommi and I sure as hell won’t be taking advice on how to treat my disorders for which I know how to treat on my own. They are radical acceptance of facts, radical, radical, radical, radical not accepted by mainstream practice, but they work for me. So basically in summary or conclusion or ending; I won’t labeling this shit any longer, there are way too many symptoms to work off of and at this point playing the guessing game is more damaging to my ego/life.