I’d just like to wish my mother a happy birthday, she would be 55 years old! My step-mother just celebrated her birthday as well, both December babies. This video was originally posted in July of 2017, but I’d like to add that with my new radical acceptance therapy I have been working on – and you will be hearing that word more and more as I keep this blog moving – that is helping me come to terms with that. My mother is sorely missed, but I have come to accept she has moved on, this old video of myself is a highlight of how far I have come since July in awareness of the fact, she will never come back. My mom will never come back, but I can work on making myself into the best damn son she will ever have.
P.S. I will be opening up more about my mental illness and use this platform to journal more. Using digital journaling will help me overcome my problems!