I feel gross and icky.
I feel like throwing up and it isn’t getting much better for me. I guess I should probably go to the doctor because I coughed up some blood but I am uninsured at this point because I am between jobs and starting a new one.
My heart rate has been wonky and I really don’t know what to do about that other than hope that the cold medicine I am taking is working. I did feel good after taking a hot tub earlier last night
I really hope to not vomit because it is getting bad. My tummy hurts, my bowels cramp and I feel like I am about to die. I have been having weird nightmares about a woman hurting me and I am hallucinating figures in my apartment. I just hope to feel better, I am going to drink plenty of fluids and just try to keep my head high.