Coming off a hard relationship is difficult, but in a conversation with a longtime girlfriend of mine, she helped me realize in order to find that princess I must first experience a few letdowns. I have found this woman who is amazing on all aspects of our relationship. She is charming, classy, kind, caring and passionate for helping others kind of like I am.
I feel like I have been searching for her my whole life and now she is right in front of me. My brain keeps telling me to not mess this up and somedays it seems as if I am pressuring her too much. I need to slow down that part of my brain that wants instant gratification, even though we have connected a few times over the past month and a half. I really enjoy how she does her hair and how she looks at me in the cutest way and smiles. This warm and fuzzy feeling I hope won’t go away anytime soon because it just feels so dang awesome.
I keep telling myself that she is different from the women in the past and I can prove it. There have been multiple situations that a person in the past dating me would have flipped out about but she just tells me to go have fun and enjoy myself. With my demons she is the Beauty to my Beast and I really look forward to finding love with her. I have a crush on her and I hope it lasts a lifetime.