I am obsessed with this woman that I met is so awesome and caring, that I don’t know what to do with myself. We are both mentally ill and capable of so much, but we have bad days. We have fought but, as I have noticed she isn’t abusive in our arguments and she is very much so a caring person. Her eyes are green and sometimes blue when they shift colors. She has been very loyal to me since we met in mid-February. I have fallen in love quickly and so has she. We have discussed all sorts of different things in life like love, marriages, kids, and even our mental health. Having healthy discussions is super important to me and I believe in my heart this woman is guiding me towards heaven in a way. I don’t believe in a higher power though, which is hard for me.
This woman is also struggling with some serious issues that I blog about, but when I was seeking out romance, sex, and normal male needs I found a gem. She is different from women in the past, she is nice and doesn’t abuse me. There is not a negative thing I can say about my new woman. She is so loving that I cannot believe that this is real. My reality changed four days before my 28th birthday when the love of my life left me. I spend two months of soul searching and believe I am ready for what the world has to offer for me. It has offered up this woman who I fell for hard and now I am working through those feelings. She does read this blog and I just want to tell her that I am proud of her for being there for me.