I Went In With An Open Mind
Usually I don’t feel a thing when I go in for ECT. They put you to sleep, and by the time you wake up you’re all done. It isn’t like in the old days where they force you to do it they are very calming and reassuring when you go through the procedure. While the depression has not lifted quite yet, I have faith that the procedure will eventually work out in the end. My loving ex husband has been driving me to my appointments, and I am very sorry for what I did to his life. I hope he forgives me in the end, but life is life and we need to move on in our struggles.
I can’t really drive anymore, so my ex-husband is helping me get to my therapist appointments and he has even nice enough to cook me breakfast every morning. He even gives me back rubs and massages every night before I go to bed. He is the best man ever. I just wish that we could go back to the month that we got married but in reality we must MoveOn and strive For a better future. Thank you all for reading about my ECT treatments and please if nothing else is working consult your doctor because ECT may be the treatment for you. I will give everybody an update on the treatments as I go along. I love you guys and please subscribe or comment on the blog.