Filling That Void Is Difficult.
Have you ever just felt empty inside? No matter what I do I just always just feel empty. I talk to lots of people to try to fill my emptiness but it still doesn’t fill that empty void I have. Life with a mental illness is hard some days I’m fine and doing good and the next its terrible and I don’t want to live. The only time I really feel joy in my life is when I’m with my cat. I don’t know what it is about her but she just seems to know when something is wrong with me.
At night she will lay on my chest and make me feel safe so I can fall asleep at night. I wonder if I was allowed to take her to work if work wouldn’t be so tough on me? When im at work I have a hard time it takes a toll on me.