I have noticed that I am increasingly being put in the hospital and to be honest it is pissing me off. They tell me to be honest but they dont or cant understand why I feel the way I do. Yes, I sometimes want to die (more lately) Yes, sometimes I sad and depressed but in this world who isnt? I bet most people feel these ways at times yet, they dont get put into a hospital. I am starting to feel like this world to me will always be sad and depressive to me. I think I am just going to have to get over it.